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......Amazing life........>

....oh my god!!!!?????....guess wat i did today??haha....first of all i nearly missed the station today and...because i fall to slept....hehe....then i go to labor ward cuz today i will be attachment to ward22 for the whole day..this is the only chance i have, so all depends on your luck. cuz some ppl they didn't see any delivery for the whole day...but today.....
i should thank god cuz i think i was the only one see the LSCS and the normal vaginal delivery..wat amazing man!!now then i know why ppl said normal vaginal is better and less painful then LSCS.cuz the doctor muz make a incision and this is 9 layer they ned to cut !!!!after tht, the pull to open the incision site so they can see the baby....
life is so amazing!!!from pregnant to delivered...the life juz bring out from the mother uterus juz like tht...so pls do cherish your life and enjoy it before you regret....
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----forever------>
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
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haiz....did i looks very sad????
my freinds telling me tht i looks very sad these few days....
but even myself didn't realise tht...??!!
wat i know is tht i felt like to be alone at all the times...
wat is tht means i also don know....
maybe this is wat ppl cal "muture time" isn't???haha...don know...
just don fel like want to talk...
thanks to those who know today is my bdae....
i want to make a wish but is deeep inside my heart, know body wil know only those telepathy v we wil get it ....haha...
happy birthday jas....hope u wil be cheer up one day...
"world peace"
cheer>

just hope the people around me be happy forever....
~~~happy life~~~~>













haha...nothing special just want to show some pic tht we took at the imh posting ....
hope those ppl who can view my blog to enjoy it ....thanks....
we never take photo during these 2 years posting so .......i'm cherish it...hope u guys also...
didn't expect tht i never win the mah jong for the whole day but luckily i win the last game before we going home....hahha.....i'm mah jong queen..
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haiz....today is my gynae posting. actually quite interresting but also fel sad cuz there is a new life begin;and there is also termination of new life...quite amazing.
i supposed to help my friend to get a person contact no today but.....sadness....i think i unsuccessful..depression cuz i promise her i wil help her to get it.i giving her a hope but at the same i destroy it.maybe this cal fate....
i'm very happy to start a new life....i felt the sense of freedom and cheer from my heart. i been long time never happy as i really smile with hapiness, but from today onward i will make myself cheer in every minute in my life.there is the truth way of enjoy life.....
i never know tht i can be as cheerful as now , just try to hide myself behing. i think this is wat ppl cal smile in front of ppl but tear behing the heart. i wouln't do this anymore...it is hurting me...
like a angel....flying all over the world.....looking for the truth searching for the right......
~~~~god bless us and all the ppl around the world~~~~~
~~~the sky is blue~~~~
blessing>

the sense of silent....
the heart was empty...
hope is waiting...
start to fel tht's right...
angel surrouding....
the lucky one will met him...
whatever it could be i just prying....
hope to be forever....
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hm....finally i finish my imh attachment......times pass very fast....
still remember the first day i came in to the ward....how silly i was.....keep away from the patient cuz i scared they will do something unexpected!!!!
but, also can not blame me cuz this is the first time in my life to keep in contact with mental illness ppl....sigh~~~~now i felt missing them already. i miss the time tht we play mahjong with them and they teach me a lot of things..not only tht, the staff nurse over there also very nice to us.especilly, ssn yeo,ssn rafi,sn ricardo,sn ray and also ru hong his the only one play mahjong with us and go out dinner with us ....thanks your caring, medication and guarding us all the way. hopefully, we didn't give your trouble..thank you so much!!! we really enjoy the time with your guys.
i also glad tht i get to know two new friend yan ting and nas. they brighten my life. thanks girls!hopefully can met your again.remember the picture we take??so funny.....hahaha....i cherished it.thanks siti luckily you bring camera...smart girl..my good asia penguin...
last but not least....hey guys...just wanna to say tht it had beed a great time working with you all these past two weeks in imh. it had been one of the most cherished time with u guys....
hope we would all be successful in our careers in the future
god bless you all...... :)
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haha...why i choose this pic as my first pic tht i pose to my blogger, just a simple reason cuz i only have this pic...so to not wasting my time on this pic i want to continue my story tht i had written at the half way 2 days ago....
sometimes i asking my self isn't it i too emotional???but, i just cant help it cuz i born to be like tht.i cant see ppl suffer and i just standing there without doing anything to help them.but, wat can i do ? i was thinking is tht possible i join some community charity activity like helping them raising fund, visit the MD nursing home...and all the things tht i can do within my ability.
but , action is more important than i just saying out.so i had already decide to join some charity activity if i got the chance to do so.
now them i realise this blogger become my daily already.cuz this is the only way i can express myself.
Ronald, 37yr, chinese,just want to telling u tht no matter the society or your family decided to leave u alone in tht place. i pray for u and god will bless u forever. even though u will not know there are some ppl are concerning u.no matter way i am i hope u will enjoy your life, healty and cheerful everyday.
God bless you forever....i never realise how beautiful the world is ......since i met u ......u ligten my life....thank u so much.....i hope tht everyday is a better day for u.......
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....as times goes on u will know how lucky been as a normal ppl....cuz...some ppl they are born congenital low IQ...when i look at them i felt so sad for them..some of them i really think tht if they have a proper "special education"their life quality wounl't be like tht.i was thinking is there anyway can help them or not?
i keep thinking of it over and over again...is not easy to help them if only me on the way who want to change their life.is impossible!!!now then i know helping ppl also very difficult bcuz they are small portion of special ppl in our society.a lot of ppl tend to forget about them,in fact they always neglect by their family member. even their parents also feel shame to have them as their child and try to avoid them as far as possible...can imagine????
they borned to be like tht is not their fault !!no one wants to be like tht !! but they have not choice.else wat they can do is accept it.bcuz they don know how to express themself already.no one educate them but just let them be like tht.
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