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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

sick day>

well, i'm sick today....

such a hard day for me...

so tired....

low energy....

god bless me...

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/31/2007 08:14:00 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

strange>

well, thursday and friday is my most wonderful day in this geron posting...

~a peace of mind~

no more "student do this , student do tht"

i'm feel a little bit more better...

the first day of HNC suppose to go 2 house but end up go 7 houses...

but is alright juz a bit tired on traveling here and there....

but the SN very gd to us...

second day also the same, but something strange happen..

this student frm the other grp complaint to me abt one of xxxxxx..

at first she asking me how she behave in sch...

i was supprise why she suddenly mention abt xxxx..

then i just told her..we seldom talk to each other..

then she told me her things during posting, she said her friens don like her..

then, i listen what she told me....

and i also told her some of my opinion...

frm what she said , xxxx quite different frm what she is in sch as i think...

never mind, this is not the first time ppl telling me abt xxx for such things..

the only thing i can say is,be responsible for ur decision and ur behaviour...

sometime u need to hav some common sense in building up the relationship with ppls..

ppl can not always change themself to adapt ur behaviour...

if u think this is ur way, then go ahead...bless u...

well, overall is non of my business...

i'm writting everything here juz hope tht mayb u wil read my blog and try to think it over

ppl wil bcm a better person when they know what is wrong and change;

but some ppl they don even know they are wrong some more they think is other ppl's fault..

this is the sadness part,

i'm not a perfect ppl but i try to think in other way so i can understand more...

and not hurting other ppl....

hmm...i think tht's all la

....god bless everybody....

oh ya...this website: www.blossomage.com

i found a lot of cheap things over there...do visit u wil get supprise....

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/28/2007 02:53:00 PM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

WORSE DAY>

sigh~~~~

last day posting in hospital , tml wil be going to hse...

yvonne assess me again....

she said my aseptic technique awareness not very gd,

and the theory part is insufficient....

she said i passed...

but so bad luck when i go out frm the hosp is 3pm...

then yvonne stop me , she said we are not suppose to go out frm the ward at 3pm...

and she 's a bit angry...

but she never know tht, everyday i go home morning shift at 4pm...

afternoon shift i go home 8pm something to 9 pm...

i know we are not suppose to be so calculative..but this is the only day i go home on time..isn't tht i doing something wrong?????

i been so stress up by the SN these few days....

and some more the harasssing cal....

it make me cant sleep every night...

i wonder who is this...depression...

i only hope i can get over this very soon...

G-O-D B-L-E-S-S M-E

&

E-V-E-R-Y-B-O-D-Y

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/24/2007 04:39:00 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

bad day>

ok, well i'm really don know what to said...

juz hope tht everything wil over soon..

*god bless*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/23/2007 08:32:00 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

dying>

seriousely and honestly....

i'm dying from now on....

i so tired until i really really bcm retarted the whole day...

i dont even know what i'm talking abt...

morning shift is killing me...

i fel so tired, my leg is no longer mind....

i end up everyday doing all AN jobs...

never even rest for awhile..., imagine i go break at 2:30 pm ...

but stil coming out bcuz of other things...

i never go home on time.....everyday sure muz do something b4 going home..

yvonne said we can voice out, but...??!!!!

haiz...wil end up a big issue lor...

and yvonne is so strict la...everything single things muz in detailed...but she really teach me a lot...she very gd la..

i assess by her today for dressing and she ask me to giv myself a grade...

i choose "c"..but she said i give u"F"...so sad...

i cross contaminate the sterile field...cuz a swab drop .....

haiz..i should not doing such thing..but i cant help it...

she assess me at 2pm, and i so hungry..havent eat....

how this mood can do things gd???

she wan to assess me again on monday...

she want to make me better..i hope i can if somebody giv me a space to breath in....

my SaO2 drop from 100% to 50% when start working...

"i looks very pale " a 90yrs old a mak told me tht todae...

she make my day better, she's so funny la...she wear my spec when i bring her to shower...

she said play play inside the assissted bath nobody know, haha....

her memory was so gd la...so better dont challenge her...and she know her med so well..

(sad+sad+sad)+(tired+tired+tired)=depression...terminal ill..DNR stage...

*H-O-P-E T-O H-A-V-E A B-E-T-T-E-R D-A-Y*

*G-O-D B-L-E-S-S E-V-E-R-Y-B-O-D-Y*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/19/2007 08:07:00 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

attachment...>

i think i 'll die during the attachment...

everyday...sponging , sponging..etc....

i gonna to dying soon...

i think i was the best AN !!!!

but, without pay!!!!

tht's all ...i seriousely hope time pass faster so i can go bac to sch....

*god bless everybody*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/18/2007 07:31:00 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

attachment started at 15-26 jan>

haiz..quite sad today...

cuz tml our miserable day wil start liao ...

i hate this...

now is gerontology...

i heared a lot of things frm tht ward...

so scary.. muz handle 8 pt in one goal...

and nobody wil help u....

imagine non-stop callbell ....

alamak..i'm fainted liao...

jux hope to hav a better day la...

~god bless everybody~

p/s: i'm seriously broke now dont ask me to buy any other unnecessary things la...

*have a good day*

my next goal is: save $5000 in 5 month!!!!

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/14/2007 01:56:00 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

badminton>

hee..this is the pic we take during our badminton time...

is really great fun...

so we muz do more exercise to slim down..

keep it up we wil success in one day..haha...

*god bless*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/05/2007 08:56:00 PM

vivo>

hee..this is the picture tht we took at vivo city...

know why?? cuz we hav 8hrs break then we go shopping together haha...

and we bought a lot of things...like nvr go shopping b4..

so my bag b4 and after is damn heavy la...

i bought contact lens, the solution, bamboo charcoal and its cleansing gel, nail polish,
the sticker for the nails,..and what else ar???cant remember i only know tht i going to bankrupt very soon...spen so much in one day!!!!muz control!!

and ladies / gentleman, is u ever try the charcoal b4 pls move ur first steps u wouldn't regret it...

but!!!! is the one frm japan not any other charcoal ok...

okla..tht's it.

*god bless*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/05/2007 08:47:00 PM

Hee..cerebrating ur"boss" birthday...

suppose to be post up the picture on tht day but i "forgot"...

then , here is the belated pic tht we took at bugis..

eating steamboat...

quite nice the food there , especially the soup...

is really spicy who like to eat" super spicy" can go there...

tht's all, but not least...wishing all the best and dream come true!!!!

"happy birthday to zhi jian"

"god bless everybody"

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and niceIt's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/05/2007 08:35:00 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

indonesia trip>

*happy holiday at Indonesia*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/04/2007 10:02:00 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

*indonesia trip...to be continue..>

haha...my trip in indonesia...was very very fun...

cuz the life over there is totally different ....

as u can see from the picture the island tht we go is not very well develop

they earn very little ...

so the things there is very very cheap la...

so i reaaly enjoy buying things over there...easpecially all those branded stuff is very cheap over there...(-.-)

they adjust the price to a lowest prices (compare to sgp), so ppl there can affort....

imagine u holding so much money in one times...

haha..i fel i'm so rich suddenly...

<$1 = RP 5800>

so our things always in hundred thousand one...heeh..

we are from 4 nationality...

there is ppl frm malaysia, indonesia, vietnam and china...

friens ard the world, got it??

actually is more but i didn't manage to take photo for their passport,

our next plan wil go to mongolia, vietnam, hk, egypt...

buttt, i didn't manage to buy any souvenir for your bcuz is too rush..

and the time we can going out shopping is very tight...

so soorry....

actually is quite scarely also bcuz we can see a lot of army outside the shopping mall..

dont know what wil happen...

tht's why we came bac early...

the bag above i bought it in not even 10 mins...bcuz is too cheap la...

the quality also very good especially the GUCCI one...

let's guess how much i bought it hee...

okla..there wil be more pic coming up..to be continue ya...

*god bless, happy new yr and dream come true*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/02/2007 12:03:00 PM

*OT posting*>

our last day of OT posting...

very interesting posting la...

see the picture u'll know we play more than work..

buttttt, when we start working we are very serious one ok...?!

i think everybody enjoy the OT posting and we wil bac to sch very soon..

*god bless everybody*

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I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

# posted by leilei at 1/02/2007 11:55:00 AM