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i soul is going off soon....>
i can say tht , only the first few day of orientation is happy...
after start working, my life bcm chaotic..
at first, i was thinking tht i can start learning frm the PRCP..
but, never did i know tht i'll meet this type of preceptor...
the young one was ok, but the senior one i totally demoralise by her everyday...
she is my preceptor but her concern was on another student...
keep asking me where is she, off duty yet and....etc
and for me, she only know how to test me and question me...
she only show the smiling face to her but not me..
know why such a different???
bcuz the student is the ex-staff (AN)of the ward before she went for diploma...
everybody know her...they seems like a old friend..
she already know a lot of things bcuz she working there ...
for me, she only know how to show tht kind of "frustrated face"
i very disappointed with them...and the way they do things...
bcuz of this AN , my life bcm more tragic as i can say..
did they think abt my feeling???
i always left behind...
nobody really care abt me
i feel like cant breath...
i don know since when i stop smiling at ppl ard me...
my mind was so tense up...everyday is a challenge for me..
i know a lot of things i don know...
but at least u giv me sometimes to learned..
don expect too much frm me can?
don know why juz now i got the feeling of wrting something...
guess who i writing to???
haha...just guess la...
i hope i stil can hold on until the last day...
" god pls bless for me"
i in trouble...why can not juz let me breath in peace...???
i didn't say tht she is bad, but i juz don know why she so frustrated with me..
she did teach me a lot of things ....
but , when i learn i also hav to sacrifice..bcuz i wouldn't get the answer tht easy...
but, my experience with another preceptor was ok...
i feel so release when buddy with another preceptor...
i just hope tht the next 3 weeks not tht bad...
haiz...so regret .....
but what can i say...only god will know...
mayb i really a slow learner...
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I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
PRCP....>
is a very tough PRCP for me...
the hospital expectation is very high...
i hav to go through one more code-blue test
as in in order to pass my PRCP i hav to pass the code-blue drill also..
somemore, peads is very difficult..
we been train to take care more to adult but now...
and their medication also different..
their documentation and charting also more to learn...
feel like dying soon...
hope i can go through this 5 wks peacefully..
*god bless ang good luck everybody*
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I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
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